god

god i just looked at this blog, if you're up there please delete it

what?

wait what the faaak!

it appears this is my first blog entry in..... 4 months. many new vistitors. guess what this blogs a pile and nothing worth seeing here. just kidding dont be negative. its 243, almost 143 which means i love you which i haven't heard sincerely from a girl/girlfriend in a long ass time. who knows if i'll ever be able to even commit to another girl. im fucked. fuck it. listen to new order, they'll clear it up as usual <(")

this blog fucking sucks

im over it and starting a new one/won once i fnallly "get my shit together" with cool pictures of awesome people doing super rad shit that only me and the select few i let visit this piece of shit can see because they are "in" and know about this silly little web related rant space fuck blogs

alone

home

happy belated birthdya

it was your s right? fuck it and life

So... This fucking thing blog fucker piece of shit

and everybodies dancin, and everybodies usin...... thanks to lykke li for allowing me to not feel like a pile, if i was a girl who lived in london i would literally be the most english white partier and being all paddington bearish and fucking brit spice or wait, not posh shes a cuntn *cunt, fucker her and david beckaham and l.a. and sonny and cher because they had the love that i only wish i could somehow regain once in my life but every fucking girl that gives a fuck about me doesn't actually really ever ever, going to really care, its fake asss shit, lifes kind of transparent, just unfocus your eyes and stare at the sun, maybe once blind we'll be able to actually fucking see the truth----blah blah meaningul post

new post

new post in months/monthz/dayz/weeks/minutes and hours....

random people have your back way more than anyone else sometimes. people/humans./marsupials are a strange species i don't know if i can figure them out. i feel like i'm in a lonely different specdies, not anythin like you or lik ethem. blog. blog. blah blah i have a blog, that never gets updated, im "too busy"" with living/actually dying/stressing/anxitey/fuck lifing/whatevering/blah blah blahing/nothing to write abouting/ gooooooodbye. writing is overrated. blogging is bullshit, i have noting worth listening to say i think

dorm lights

sheep LED art crazy shit

talking goat

Snoop Dogg Press Conference

We went to interview Snoop for Shirley's new book (Refer Madness: 420 movies to watch stoned) that I am helping with. We actually got time with snoop, which most reporters couldn't get. He told her he loved her first book (Pot Culture) and had her sign it. I was jumping around with the paparazzi filming random shit of snoop posing. Filmed a pretty sick interview with him.

Our questions were:
1: What movies do you watch on the bus stoned out of your fucking mind?
2: What munchies do you have on the bus?

I love this internship. Plus I filmed some smooth clips of Snoop high and dancing/swaying and singing biggies "juicy" that i'll drop in my video which will be done in the somewhat near
future..... I hope this doesn't sound rascist at all: but when I see really dark dudes wearing really nice summery loose white thin materials, I imagine that they are somehow beating the heat. has anyone ever thought that or am i out of my mind. He wasn't sweating at all. it was like 90 degrees out at this parking lot.

shirleys one hitter made an apperance just before this -v

Those bros above are in a raggae band called slightly stoopid.
for some reason that guy from good charlotte that married nicole richie was there, not related to the madness that was going on in the parking lot. joel or benji? i always get them mixed up.

NEW Passion Pit

The Reeling - Passion Pit
Passion Pit has just put up a new single from their debut album MANNERS which comes out on May 19th. Most of us know Passion Pit from their EP that blew up, which was really only supposed to be a valentines gift from the singer to his girlfriend on valentines day, but somehow made its way into our hearts as well. ahhhhh.

The new song is called The Reeling. And hey, it is overproduced, it does cut his voice down a bit. they obviously aren't recording their own shit anymore and have been discovered. but the song is catchy as hell, and summery as fuck.

Heres the video for the song. Its not really the video i would make for it,but its good nontheless

skateboardings' most played out people make a "movie"

this is the trailer for "street dreams." Starring P-Rod, Shecks, TK!, and Dyrdek. it seems to have a pretty fucking weak plot, a kid who skates too much and isn't showing up for school, which causes trouble at home... but, theres hope. the kid can do an insane trick known as a 360 flip crooked grind. lets make a movie with legit skating and have the most cheezy fucking plot. whatever. maybe it will be good. if theres anything involving a girl liking a guy or a some nice music over a big finale, i'll propably cry.

I just remembered i talked with Lee Dupont about this movie one time at filibertos in encinitas after the bars got out. he was telling me how "legit" its gonna be. but if lee ever sees this, i'm not talking shit, cuz i've seen him almost get into gnarly fights. and he beat bobier up once for some
gay reason i can' t remember.













Find more videos like this on Street Dreams Movie

nothing

nothing to blog about except for things i can't really say outloud without hurting feelings or destroying "friendships"

my grandpa

my grandpa called me tonight at 1247 when i was at jonels downing tall cans to pre drink cuz im poor b4 we went to cha cha. papa was sounding so out of it. he said hed been waiting since 1030 for an appointment with his psycho therapist. i asked him if he meant 1030 pm or am. he said pm. obviously hes way out of it. then he wants to read me what nana wanted written on her tombstone, which my family is finally getting around to have engraved and want me to go back to boston to see her fucking tombstone get place on her grave. basically another funeral. which i cannot handle seeing again. anyway, for 45 minutes he fools around with 2 computers at his house talking about windows and java and can't even find what nana had written out before she died, what she wnated to be written and what she wanted us to hear as her parting words, because when i saw her fighting cancer squriming in bed dying right in front of me, she coudlnt' really speak, she wanted us to hear these words, but papa says its too expensive to have what she wanted written. so. he doesn't find it, and i ask him why hes awake, why hes upset and why so out of it. i tell him its past one in the morning, he says, what? i thought it was the afternoon! NO!@ its not the fucking afternoon. look oiutside obviously. old age is a terrible terrible sad heartwrenching and breaking thing, the man i knew as the most intelligent, sharp, lovable human being is alone and misses my grandma so much and is alll alone in this stupid retirement home we made him stay in in san diego cuz he was too fucked to go back to the nice house he and my grandma shared invermont. my mom went to their house in vermont after nana died and they had a crazy garage sale, basically getting rid of 70 years of things collected and a library, and all their posetions, i can't spell right now fuck, we had to move him to sd, fuck life, fuck man, fuck seeing peopel you love slowly wither away and die, and hope you'll have someone to be there for you, because god or whoever or whatever is up there or created life, knows that i am not there for him right now, im selfish, and he deserves more than what this shredded heart or sad excuse for a grandson can give back right now. im sorry

I don't care

i don't care at all about the wizardry of chris cole. he could laser flip el toro and i wouldnt' fucking care at all. this guy is basically a jock in a skateboarders clothes. actually, the shirt hes wearing with the stupid indian is from my gay ass work (urban outfitters) I dont' know. I hate this clip, hes really good at skating, but again, i don't care.

turtle fucking shoe

I can't stop laughing or failing to breathe

2new rad parts

John Motta in what I think is a skate mental video called am chowder. when did this guy become my favorite skater? when I saw this part.


When did Levi Brown become my favorite skater? when i saw this part. sick song, super stylish.

style?

I have a style of writing, i have a style of talking, and a style of filming. I hate every single one of them. I like reading things that are what i wish i could really say, i think i'm secretly a 19 year old girl, without likeing boys...
listen to cocorosie

Officially throwing your life away

antwuan. its sad to me. its past the point of funny. you're a professional fucking skateboarder. how the fuck are you going to have any sort of future after this, realistically?? I mean unless he gets a reality tv show or some other shit.

Where The Wild Things Are Trailer

This is the most amazing thing I've seen in a while. I'm so excited to see this movie. This is the fucking definition of a trailer. Spike Jonze is a genius.

Dog Dayz Afternoon

saw this guy running down my street with a piece of toast in his mouth


min pins on roof barking at pitbull



corn dogs

fucking photos of fucking people doing fucking things and shit

for some reason my friends are in posession of dick pills and other weird shit

peruvian apparel
scarface

cake on fire
drake jones

poser of the year


finally my childhood dream of meeting the legendary screen actor Queen Latifah came true
Ruff Ryder



lost these fucking shoes in a mosh pit at The Adicts show on saturday night. Also got a nice black eye and fucked my hand up. What a poser.

chapelle playa haters ball

brians sister posted this on myspace. funny as shit

Delphic - Counterpoint

Saw this on Bigstereo.net. Just discovered this band through that blog. Delphic. Songs called counterpoint. if only i was buzzed on a rainy night feeling the buzz of falling in love. it would be while listening to this song closing my eyes imagining the future with hope for once, hoping i don't lose hope.

Young Jeezy - Showtime

Just heard this Young Jeezy song called Showtime. Jeezy is hard as fuck sort of. His voice is so unique, with that pain and that fucking slow drawl hes got on check.

SHOWTIME - YOUNG JEEZY

Anthony

My friend Anthony fell off of a 5 story building last night, broke both his legs, punctured his lung and a bunch of other shit. keep him in your thoughts, pray if you do that, or do whatever you do for him. Luckily, he has no spinal or brain injuries. So its looking like he will be ok. Keep him in your thoughts.

Yeah yeah yeahs ZERO video

go to this address sorry. cant fucking embed it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-lCL9EIhZ4

Thieves Like Us

can't remember if I've ever posted about Thieves Like Us. Well, lets see. They're from France, Paris France. Their name comes from the title of a new order song. anyway, i'm in a hurry and can't type up a whole thing on them. so heres a new video for a not super new song. pretty fucking cut up with some beautifully thrahsed and grunged out looking people in London or somewhere cool. 


Heres an old video that you've prolly never seen but maybe have heard the song if you've had any luck in your life whatsoever?
"Drugs in my body"... most of their videos don't go anywhere but are a glimpse into random hipsters lives.


"headlong into night" - clips from some old movie edited together by somebody


"Disarm" damn all their videos are sick. they're so beautifully confusing and all at night.

I heart skateboarding trailer

My homie Ira is makin a video. Looks pretty sick. I'm helping here and there with filming, and I've gotten a few tricks for it too. Look for it soon.

i saw lindsay lohan

shes thrashed looking. imagine a skeleton with no soul.<- mean (girls)

this maniac was shopping in urban outfitters. sick mask
jake gave his active thermal to a one armed man
rob dyrdek is on a carls jr cup