the world

the world seems endless with possiblities... but the soberness is creeping up on me. i wish i could stay in this mind state forever. where i look at everything as a montage, where everything couldve been the best video i've ever made but i was too much of a pussy to bring a camera. i fucking hate my timidness. fuck. fuck. i . . . . . i ....I need to take control of my life. I am hoping that i'm not just wasting away... I hope that I am learning as I go along....