I can't say/stay even though you're still.... (secret)

I almost posted some stuff I really wanted to say 5 minutes ago. But realized i may wake up in the morning realizing i regret posting these thoughts. basically i have no real outlet to speak my mind because it will hurt feelings and fuck friendships up. i take mental diary notes thats prolly why my head is destined to explode. see you at my funeral. < boring cry for attention post you pussy