Needing a change

I need to change something so fucking bad. Sick of everything, way over doing sales, I just want to finish writing this script. I haven't written in a while, I have all these ideas, fucking too many to figure out how to put on paper. When I get paid tomorrow, I'm going to get some good food for my house. My mom wants me to get some healthy food. I always liked drinking milk, she says I should get some milk for my house. She said I can move home and live for free, but that's s a dead end, I mean I really appreciate the offer, but I have realized I don't want to work on set, I don't want to be a PA, camera assisting is cool, but I like writing, or if I had a job on a studio lot doing anything, I'd be much happier. Thoughts/??